im loosing my mind. officially

I'm really trying to be patient with && let God handle things... but I need to take action now.  All my shit is pilling up in my mom's house and she wants to put it in storage! I don't know if you've ever had to live out a suit case for an extended amount of time,but the shit sucks!

I don't have a room of my own... This is self explanatory as any female, especially a 21 year old, needs her space.

I didn't get the job i went on like 100+ interviews for. COMPLETE WASTE OF TIME.

Everything that I want to do, I can't. And why? Because I'm broke.

This is not how I pictured life when I was finally 21, but whatever...

I had a crazy ass dream last night.
My sister, my boyfriend, and I were in Australia.  The entire continent was flooding and the government was not trying to evacuate the people, only the officials.<-- would def happen in real life.
By the grace of god we found like a speed boat then a really tall skycrapper.  We waited on the roof untill the three huge waves passed.  Strangely, the water would rise and fall pretty quickly.

I don'y know but the shit was weird.  Once we made it to safety we met up with some other friends, my ex boyfriend, and some complete strangers.  My mom was ok, we spoke to her on the phone, but she didnt appear anywhere in my dream


I wish I knew what the fcuk this means.  Weird right?  I need a  drink... Or an L.

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"Mama, you know I love you"...

I always loved that song (by Boyz II Men if you didn't know)

Anyways HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY!!!!!!!

Today is my mother's birthday and I thought I would do a post about why mother is mu best friend... Instead Im just going to leave y'all with some of her infamous quotes, then you'll know why i respect her g (lol)

"If people don't like you, FCUK EM"

"Have you ever wanted for anything? NO, you always get what you want"

"Remember, you don't need anybody... except me"

"The same bxtches that put you down before will make they're way back around. Don't give em the chance."

.....the list could go on and on

My mom is the realest, sincerest, funniest, honest woman I know...  I wanna be like her when I grow up. =)

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real recognize real... in theory

When will people realize that we have choices in life?  And when will people admit that they've made some bad choices??

trust me things would  be so much easier if we  kept it as real with ourselves as we claim to do with others...


food for thought.

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