"Back in the day when I was young, Im not a kid anymore but some days I sit and wish I was a kid again..."

November 27, 2009

This is gonna be a looonnng post... But bare with me.  It'll be worth it.  After this post, you"ll know more about me and my life, and why im thankful for it.

  • I remember family gatherings && being allowed to stay up with the adults while they drank/smoked && played spades late night.
  • I remember my mom && women who lived on our block sitting in the park with us after dark gossiping.
  • I remember going to the park by myself for the first time.
  • I remember TT.
  • I remember going down south to visit family.
  • I remember slumber parties.
  • I remember playing barbies &&having all the latest accesories. =)
  • I remember saying "Im not ya friend no more".
  • I remember cool summer nights climbing the fence to get into the school yard when it was closed to go on "ninja missons".
  • I remember my gassy ass older sister.
  • I remember my ghetto hoodrat big sister.
  • I remember play ground beefs && my sister being fearless, beatin' bxtches down...
  • I remember my sister beatin' me down.
  • I remember feeling dependant.
  • I remember beatin' my sister down &&never having a fight after that.
  • I remember 7 of us living a 2 bedroom apartment.
  • I remember crushes and how I was going to wear my hair tomorrow in school was the most important decision.
  • I remember my sister/friends going after my crush.
  • I remember when all my friends got boyfriends
  • I remember feeling smart.
  • I remember not feeling pretty.
  • I remember feeling fat.
  • I remember feeling not cool.
  • I remember getting rejected.
  • I remember sconex.
  • I remember feeling unhappy.
  • I remember not fitting in.
  • I remember being called white girl for the first time.
  • I remember my first real fight && finding out people were scared of me. ;)
  • I remember my first boyfriend.
  • I remember getting cheated on.
  • I remember rejecting someone...
  • I remember cheating on someone...
  • I remember the first time I had sex.
  • I remember dissapointing my mother for the first time.
  • I remember "figuring out boys".
  • I remember never trusting anyone.
  • I remember fights in the hall ways.
  • I remember fighting in the hall ways.
  • I remember 1st and 8th period gym was poppin'.
  • I remember cutting lunch to meet boys.
  • I remember staying out late on school nights.
  • I remember discovering my love of Beyonce.
  • I remember my trasnformation.
  • I remember developing my love for scary movies.
  • I remember being scared in my own neighborhood.
  • I remember letting what people said about me get to me.
  • I remember surpressing memories.
  • I remember crying myself to sleep.
  • I remember myspace becoming popular.
  • I remember internet beefs.
  • I remember my "friends" bailing on me on my 16th BDay.
  • I remember hating high school.
  • I remember my sheisty ass cousins.
  • I remember indepence, my first taste of freedom.
  • I remember learning to cook.
  • I remember falling in love.
  • I remember going to college.
  • I remember "movie night".
  • I remember going to dinner, 20 people deep, every saturday.
  • Hmm, I remember double dates.
  • I remember never feeling alone.
  • I remember neglecting my boyfriend.
  • I remember getting drunk.
  • I remember house parties.
  • I remember walking down a dark street late at night.
  • I remember giving guys fake numbers.
  • I remember when my ego got big.
  • I remember when no body dated anymore, they we're "messin'"...
  • I remember college parties.
  • I remember dressing sluty to parties.
  • I remember having a 4.0 gpa.
  • I remember non stop dancing from 11:30 p.m. til 1:45 a.m.
  • I remember waiting for people to post the pics on facebook.
  • I remember white people parties.
  • I remember the first time I got high.
  • I remember greats talks.
  • I remember when  I joined a sorority.
  • I remember being stressed.
  • I remember when my ego peaked.
  • I remember when I had great sex for the first time.
  • I remember feeling like a piece of meat.
  • I remember having a good boyfriend.
  • I remember feeling content &&happy.
  • I remember the first time I helped cook on Thanksgiving.
  • I remember bonding.
  • I remember realizing everything doesn't go my way.
  • I remember not having a life.
  • I remember spending my week ends at home watching t.v. or being on the computer.
  • I remember my sister and I getting along for the first time ever.
  • I remember finally really listening to rap.
  • I remember having a job.
  • I remember feeling worthless.
  • I remember realizing my life/family is a lot more ghetto than I once thought...
Whatever your situation, cherish life and always be thankful.


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